Life is Changing and I am Back

I have restarted this post several times now. Each time it just doesn't seem to come out right. Personally, I am not sure it will ever come out right. I just don't know that I can describe this event well enough to make it understandable.

As you may have noticed, my blog disappeared for a couple weeks. Yes, it was intentional and not by accident. I am not sure I can ever find the words or will to say why. I can say that something so drastic and so cataclysmic happened in the early days of this month that I was completely blown away. I should have expected it and should have been on guard for it. But I wasn't. The situation has been so devastating that I still struggle to take it in and try to deal with the aftermath.

Let's just say that life as I once knew it is no more. Never again can I walk around happily going about life and feeling secure in my path. Ever more will I wonder and wander.

I can say that I am back, fragmented as I am. And I have a whole new perspective of what life is. So if you will bear with me, I most certainly will chronicle differently than I used to.